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do you love me
I can promise you anything for a price; I will write every night if you’ll listen. Scream into the void if you’ll know I’m real. Cast my pussy in silicone for you to fuck; let you cherish my used underclothes. So dirty, but so pure. All I want is your desire..
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karaoke
How can one be lonesome, when their every day is crowded with hundreds, perhaps thousands of micro interactions? Shouldn’t I be socially depleted, or even fulfilled? But I’m not, I’m lonesome. This job makes you tired, and there most certainly no staff luncheons or talks around the water cooler. I try to talk to other…
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so you want to have a cumshow
Everyone wants a cumshow. That is, the part at the end of a stream where you give the grand finale, and (in some way, shape or form) fuck yourself until you cum. A cumshow. Viewers want the cumshow for obvious reasons; excellent lurk and jerk bait. The men tell me they love seeing girls squirt;…
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the Tuesday curse
There’s a known curse amongst camgirl culture, and that is the curse of Tuesday. I couldn’t tell you why beyond conjecture, but I can tell you objectively it’s the dryest day of the week. Even early in the month, before everyone hits end-of-their-paycheck kindness fatigue, Tuesdays suck. Guess what? It’s Tuesday. I first heard of…
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famous last words
The most famous last words; “I have a crush on a boy.” I do though, not a boy of course, rather a man about 10 years older than I. We’ve been friends for ages, and he’s always been in love with me. There were times I’ve loved him too. Our timelines never matched up. If…
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am I a mystery or cliche
For as long as I can remember, I’ve wanted to change the world. Be memorable, in some way. It’s why even though I make enough money to get by I’ve taken back up writing. It’s a call into the void – let something I do be enough! These chronicles are meant to give a peak…
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I’d like to grow up to be an internet ho
I used to want to work for NASA, still wish I could, actually. I’m a near genius according to standardized testing, so I probably could’ve. I wanted to be a lawyer, a neuroscientist, a radio dj. A million things, but never a teacher. And never a cam girl. “When I grow up I’d like to…
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like any other job
Being a cam girl is kind of like having any other job. You show up, know the expectations and try to meet them. You have a schedule and show up on time (consistency is key), if you’re sick you have someone to “call in” to. You have to manage your time, your resources, your energy…